As an individual I always tell myself to keep holding on when times are rough, to always have faith and believe that life is pure regardless how sour it throws, but as a lady I do too at time breakdown and cry. Not totally because I'm weak perhaps going through life difficulties just could like get you in the way and you most of the time feel trap and sometimes lost that you feel like there is no one there exactly feel the way you do.
I always choose something to believe in, depending if it's truth. I try to see things as positively as I could but sometimes I couldn't, I literally could just shut my mind and everyone who possibly cares towards me out. But I've always love being frank. I've learned and adapted to having painful truths then just comfort lies. Some may think its unusual but I've always like to shut and keep it in myself when I totally don't feel like talking about it.
well hey, women are un predictable, am I right to say that?
We try to believe in things that we outta work it out. We try to believe it's true. But the fact is that we actually not sure where life is bringing us. But its because we choose to believe it, we outgrown ourselves to what really matters and end up hurting everyone we love to a painful truth, but fact is, we hurt ourselves more than we think life hurt us. I'm not perfect as a human being, but everyday seemed to be a very good learning experience. I see things, I hear things, I got angry I got sad because god created women with 1001 feelings that seriously I don't think we could understand it ourselves.
But main thing we tried, not because to prove how strong we are as a woman but to be honest we just did it because our faith wants us too. Woman have strong instinct when it comes to life. But they are the first "lawyer" of laying out truths with life throws them rock..
Practically, at this stage of life, sometimes being self centered isn't always an answer, having your own me-time probably could end up worst depending on how you actually plan it. Because you don't feel happy like how you want it to be.
We are growing older and never younger and trust me, at this stage of life that I'm practically going thru now, there is nothing more you can expect going through other than the countless of commitments you put yourself into. It felt like never ending storm just pushing you away and away.
I've made so many mistakes in life and of course I wouldn't want things to repeat again and again and definitely I wouldn't want to see the people I care for going through what I've gone through But fact is, people's opinion doesn't really matter, because it is best to let them taste of what you've actually taste, the journey of experiencing LIFE. Not to be cruel, but you got to learn something to be a better person right? So yea..
Therefore, we always got to have ROOTS before branches. To know who you actually are and know who you want to be. But whatever it is, no matter how worst life treats you, always keep going on.
Don't stop believing in faith.
