Hi Guys!
Currently I'm having post holiday blues. Like 1 day is never enough, you feel me?
Some of you might be dragging yourself to work but as for me that is working at home, I've to drag myself up and make myself glued to this laptop, trust me its been too many cups of coffee. I had to wake up extra early this morning to prepare PO's.
So enough of my chitty chatters sad drama, and speaking of drama. I had the whole evening to night movie marathon to myself, yea because I rushed doing work at the same time I had medical appointment in the afternoon early on, walauuuey like so big shot busy women like that.. hahahha. And what is movie marathon without comfort food. As usual I had to make my own pizza before enjoying myself. My lately, just lately I hadn't had much appetite. But it's okay as long as I'm happy and living my life.
I believe yesterday Suria had this show on at 9.30pm sadly I wasn't around to watch it due to some other places I had to attend too. I missed this show "Aku Terima Nikahnya", which is beautifully created and believable true love story by none other Nora Danish and Adi Putra. I have chills watching it!
Right after that, I had too, I JUST had too watch "The Vow", so pretty much my marathon links to one another, and what not to love a very good love story? Don't you think so?? I pretty much blame the both directors or script maker or whoever who created this both stories, not in a negative way, just that them making a love story believable is so so so surreal. Just like they are a couple when they are actually, NOT!
How ironic is it to wake up in a terrible accident after months and days of being in coma and realising Nora Danish and Channing Tatum is not your wife nor husband?!!
With a hot woman and guy like that how can you not resist???? But in logically sense, If I were to wake up one day in a bad coma not recognising anybody and Channing Tatum came up to me and say that he is my husband, I TELL YOU, I GO FREAKING NUTS ABOUT IT, I would have dance battle with him and we both can make more and more series of STEP UP! hahah cheyy not~ just a saying ok.
But in any way, woman like myself do need once in a while, just chill and sobbing ourselves with a veryvery very good Love story to keep our emotional impact, somehow. So yea...
And it got me realising after watching this 2 love stories, how woman really expects love to be in a form of story. Well, most guys are not like Adi Putra nor Channing Tatum, they have to act like that because it's a form of story. But I believe woman in my society expect too much from the mans. I'm not saying that I'm the perfect type but oh please, I'm just as a woman as anyone who is reading this and yes I am still learning.
There's a difference in everything, for example due to religion. My religion believes that you can only have physical touches with the partner ONLY when we are rightful and lawfully together and the other religion and traditions are another. But to think of it, this is a millennium society that is why there are loads of hypocrisy which is very misleading.
Not saying anything here is right or wrong, as an individual I am still learning, and of course as a woman I too want my first marriage to be my last marriage and nothing, just nothing more. And I know I myself am at the midst of preparing, but knowing being rightful, being lawful take more then just to understand. When someone have a vow towards you (aku terima nikahnya) 3 words seems to wonderful and proud to hear. But to understand the depth and meaning behind it is way then beyond. I'm not a love doctor of all sorts, just that after reading and attending courses somehow takes you in a different place and understanding facts better and in open heart and mind, God's willing.
Yes, I grow up learning facts because I'm all woman of doubts. That's why sometimes I ask a lot! hahaha!
So ok, I'm keeping myself up. I've match later at 1.30am, somehow just not a good feeling of the team I'm supporting with today. But hopefully they will do just fine. How I wish today is a
SATURDAY!
Before I end, let me just end with a proper aftermath deep quotes that has deep meanings.
"Kadangkala orang yang mencintaimu adalah orang yang paling tak pernah menyatakan cintanya kepadamu.. Kerana orang itu takut kau berpaling dan menjauhinya..dan bila disuatu masa dia hilang dari pandanganmu..Kau akan menyedari yang dia adalah cinta yang tak pernah kau sedari.." - Aku Terima Nikahnya
"I vow to fiercely love you in all forms, now and forever. I promise to never forget that this is once in a Lifetime love" - The Vow.
Till then.
